I would say, yes I do HIM. I have tolerated way, WAY more then most women would have ever imagined tolerating The BI part isn't the repulsive part. The Beautiful wives wants nsa Price part that absolutely sickens me is how he goes about it. Now he seems to believe he can FIX having these feelings what he lacks to understand is these feelings and desires that he has aren't able to be FIXED or CURED, if so then I am sure gays would have used this CURE years ago you can not change your feelings and what you are sexually attracted to but you can change how you act on them. He says that he had a friend in his younger days that lived a strictly life who got help and who is now strictly straight with a wife and but im not convinced. You don't go from being to STRAIGHT with the help of a therapist. If you could then I'm sure their rate would be much higher. He also claims that he has never had these desires or thoughts until I had a friend who was and "APPARENTLY" kept trying to pressure him into doing sexual things with him when I wasn't around. He says of course he didn't do it but he never doubted his sexuality until that happened. He also said he was touched inappropriately as a by another older and he thinks that could be part of the cause of his actions. But I'm still unconvinced. I do agree with the part you said >>>You are not going to change him. His sexuality is what it is. He is apparently bi-sexual (assuming your sex life is relatively normal) and has been exploring that side for quite some time. and The only thing you can change are your own actions. Either you accept him and his behavior and stay, or you reject his behavior and leave. You are very right on target with this But the guilt from the idea of leaving him breaks my heart. I genuinely feel bad about divorce and the idea of breaking up our family. But I don't think I can waste another 8yrs of him being unfaithful to me.